Introduction: a boy with dementia struggling to understand the feeling that came while he was around a girl
It was around 6 in the evening and he went for some fresh air ,for he was feeling a little dizzy and he was in pain like someone's hammering or hewing inside his head ,
He's middle aged man ,army cut hair and was wearing red t shirt and sky blue jeans there isn't any smile or even a little happiness on his face . walking very curiously he was looking at the surrounding like a traveler,some kind of explorer, even though it was his daily route ,he doesn't seem to remember the path, a little puzzled in his own mind he grabbed his wallet to check out if there is anything that might lead him to his destination . inside it he found reddish coloured note quite tattered condition ,but somehow he managed to read that
" Aaron ,age 28 ,stage 4 dementia "
Bellow that an arrow was drawn suggesting to flip the page which read
" you will forget everything in a hour there is a map inside of your pocket with your route highlighted "
he stood completely blank for a while , struggled a bit ,then he pull out the map and started walking .after few steps he smelled something in moment when a girl crossed his path , she was wearing a blue dress ,had dark brown eyes and tiny lips she was not wearing any make up ,may be a little perfume and he suddenly felt something strange something unexplainable . Even though he didn't know her , Never seen her before he went after her , and after a while of struggling in his mind he asked her
"excuse me ma'am "
she turned around , looked at him ; her face was completely revealing her thoughts , she was a little surprised , familiar too but in her eyes there was guilt there was something more profound than guilt something that you feel after doing a Terrible deed to someone , throughout that she acted like a stranger and said
" how can I help you sir ? Are you lost ? "
He thought she said it because he is holding a map in his hand but she knew that he isn't in the place he is supposed to be
" Do I know you ma'am?"
Asked Aaron with puppy eyes filled with void and a ocean full of questions .
" No sir I don't think so "
said she with a smile that was completely fake .
The answer was something he didn't expected for .
Aaron has this look on his face 'broken' or we can say disappointed ,hopeless .
Nathless her face was complete stranger to him ,he could feel in his heart that he knows her yet he said
" ma'am I sincerely apologise for interrupting your way I sometimes have this shoot circuit in my head so I...."
" It's okay sir I don't mind "
she interrupted him and tried to walk as if she's trying to run away from the situation.
She turned back but before she starts walking he grabbed her hand ,it was more like a muscle memory a sudden reflex from his past may be .he held her hand and looked into her eyes. He held her hand ,looked directly in her eyes, he noticed a shad of tear .
She was about to break down , somehow managed to control the Strom of her emotions
"What ....* Clears throat * what do you want ?"
He just kept staring at her as if he doesn't know how to speak or didn't have the ability to listen .
" I will call the police ..leave my hand ..let me go " she shouted angrily
He blinked and realized that he had no idea who she is nor about who he was but somewhere in his heart there were words that needed to be said
He mumbled a bit and then began to say
" ma'am I don't know you not even your name even your face, but before you say anything just listen to me "
She stood still as if she knew where this conversation is going .
"I don't know anything about my self either not a thing about my past or family .yet the odore of your perfume is familiar to me the sound of your voice is somewhere safe in my brain's temporal lobe .I saw you walking and somehow I remember some random things and I don't have any idea what they mean ,I really tried to remember who you might be but only thing that I remember is I am in love with your fragrance , Even though you are speaking with anger all I can hear is a melodies voice and I am sure that I've heard that before .there is another thing that I am sure about is I know you that you know me ,your hand feels like home ,your eyes are telling me that you know me ,....* Sobs a little*...i ..I get that you might have your reasons to behave like this but I know that you know about me I know that I know you I know that I loved you ...so when u saw you I remembered all of this .
Then a tear rolled down his cheek .he was stuck somewhere in his mind suffocating in his own body without knowing anything about his current actions he just waited for and reply.
" I get that sir you are in trouble .I am symptomatic to you ...now please sir let me go ......."
He freed her hand and stood completely still the olny movement that was happening was in his mind and in his eyes which were totally red .
She started walking yet after few steps she was still at the same place mentally .
Suddenly she was not so happy her heart was heavy and her mind was full .she closed her eyes and felt like drowning.. drowning in guilt as if she was hiding something
